No pain no gain
Let’s see how I do this week 😩
It hurt like hell but oh god,
I loved you.
I don’t anymore.
That fact still surprises me;
When I find my mind conjuring your image after weeks of forgetting,
I feel nothing in my chest
And my mind quickly skips to someone else, somewhere else, sometime in the future.
Then the feeling is in my stomach,
But this time it’s an optimism -
Reaching, yearning for what is to come.
I have found a way to live without you.”
I have found proof that pain is not permanent.
I have found out how good I am at surviving.
Lol there’s a dude on another dude’s shoulders. Last night was one of the best nights I’ve ever had at exchange la. I love crackhead music 😍 #jordansuckley #indecentnoise #mentalasylum #140bpm @joeepark
“Before you say yes, get him angry. See him scared, see him wanting, see him sick. Stress changes a person. Find out if he drinks and if he does, get him drunk — you’ll learn more about his sober thoughts. Discover his addictions. See if he puts you in front of them. You can’t change people, baby girl. If they are made one way, it doesn’t just wear off. If you hate how he acts when he’s out of it now, you’re going to hate it much worse eight years down the road. You might love him to bits but it doesn’t change that some people just don’t fit.”